Conversation started by henfess
I need some much needed support I have moved here from New Zealand and am finding it difficult and lonely and have gone back to my ED. I have severe coeliac disease and lactose intolerance and food is no longer enjoyable. I don't see the point in eating without the enjoyment of it. I have panic attacks when having to go out. I also had an anaphylactic reaction to mushrooms back home where I was on deaths door and had my heart restarted twice in the ambulance. I have come through a lot over the years and need some advice and support. I had an extremely great and excellent support team back home and was doing well now I am finding myself alone with no where to turn to. Doctors are expensive health care seems impossible to find here and I miss my support back home. My life experiences have been difficult and I find myself punishing me by going without food or limiting my intake to extremes. My weight has dropped severely and I am now wondering where I am suppossed to get the help I once had. Loneliness, anxiety and racing thoughts have consumed me and continue to do so each and every day. I find myself wallowing in the emptiness of my stomach and am finding it hard to cope with coeliac etc. I also have fibromyalgia in which I am in pain a lot it seems to have worsened with stress. After being assaulted at work things have got worse where do I go what am I suppossed to do. A big part of me just wants to go home.
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