Well it sounds like you need some coaching by a psychologist…Maybe you don't enjoy the type of work you do and you are forcing a square peg into a round hole ?.You need to set some goals in your life, new ones by the sounds of it, to help you climb out of your depression and fatigue issues.
What are the things you used to like to do ? Your hobbies and interests that you have given up ?. What is your ultimate passion or dream job ? Maybe you need a career not a job ?
There is life after a job….many people in your situation and your age group start their own businesses, many are online businesses and work from home - for a bit of respite from the fast pace of mainstream work. If you are good at SEO and can get a website together, there is hope today in todays market…..but you would need support as you don't sound very confident at present and quite scared. But hopefully this can inspire you a little to think outside the square. Did you know the Government (centrelink) can provide you with a year of financial support to set up a new enterprise (ask about the NEIS program: NEW ENTERPRISE INCENTIVE SCHEME). They'd rather help people do this than see them on sickness benefits or dole. You are probably a business person you would do well. There are also thousands/millions of dollars in grants available from the Government to help with start-up businesses. Can you write a business plan ? All you need to do is apply.
This is just one of your many options that you can't see clearly yet. There are options, you must believe in that and hang in there. One client I have with severe anxiety/panic left a high-pressure marketing career to run her own online business making designer pin/noticeboards (something she did for family and friends - that has now become her livelihood). She is more than contributing to society and is a lot happier.
Try Nova employment to look at your options…they help people with all sorts of “Disabilities”….let society contribute to you now. Maybe search for a boss that understands depression and fatigue.
Medicare pays for your counselling sessions now - what are you waitng for, take the future by the horns, get support and face change….go easy on yourself a little, maybe think about being your own boss and controlling your own work-related stress levels. Work from home ? 1/3 of the workforce now do. “Boldness has genius in it” . Of course check out your options and establish something before moving on…..spend a good week or two just thinking/imagining your dream business or talk it thru with a counsellor/psychologist….
Maybe you need a seachange job wise. That's all part of modern business. Don't feel bad because you feel bad about your job. It's normal to seek to change what might be a bad fit for you. It's healthy.
All the best
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