Treatment for depression would certainly aid in the recovery and treatment of PTSD. I wonder how serious you are when you state that ‘I just want to die’. It is important to establish some kind of contract with your psychologist, suggesting that with any suicidal thoughts, you will contact the psychologist, a close friend or family member, or a crisis line. Remember that these current feelings or thoughts do pass, and from a mindfulness perspective, you could choose to live in the present moment and keep yourself grounded with whatever is around you in your current environment. If you do feel severely distressed with disturbing thoughts, you can name objects and details within your environment. You can do what's called ‘self safe hypnosis’ by stating 3 things you hear, 3 things you can touch, 3 things you can see, etc. This action keeps you in the present moment and will allow you to realise that in your current environment you are safe, as what is bringing up the pain are memories or thoughts of the past.
It's great that you are engaging in activities, and with time, you will develop the will and motivation to continue with these and gain pleasure from these activities. Exercise is great for the neurotranmitters of the brain and serves to reduce cortisol, which is the stress hormone. Continue with the exercise as well as engaging in activities that provide a sense of achievement as well as a sense of pleasure.
If you find that counselling does not work for your depression, then perhaps consider Hypnosis to treat memories that are preventing you from moving forward. I guess the question is whether the depression comes from the PTSD (painful memories from the past) or from your current circumstances. Either way, it is time to engage in a new approach, whether it be mindfulness meditation or training, hypnosis (provided you work with a licenced hypnosis practitioner and work with someone who has had experience in hypnosis with depression, as some hypnotists do not do hypnosis with depression), a spiritual perspective, or learning about Bhuddist philosophy.
A final thing to consider is whether the depression comes from a medical problem, so if you haven't already done so, you could consider a full medical check up. Good luck!
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