Am I depressed?

…..  I should also add that I have a loving husband who adores me, yet I feel completely unloved.
I know I am worthy of love and that his intentions are honourable. We do share different views on what we want for our future (e.g. I want to have a family, he doesn't etc) but in general we have a wonderful relationship.

Yet everyday I feel like i'm wondering the planet alone….

Is this normal??

….. I should also add that I have previously been to doctors complaining of tiredness and fatigue and after several rounds of blood tests have been declared a healthy 35 year old female.

So hormones, thyroid function and other typical tests are coming back normal.

Yet i'm plagued with fatigue and feel like I have to force myself to find the energy to get through each day. Even on the days i'm happy.

I do exercise regularly and find that I can go for a couple of weeks living a normal happy life, but then I get so tired from putting in all the effort to keep myself active and try to look after myself that I end up on the couch in front of the TV again… eating…  crying… feeling stupid.

I don't talk to people about these issues because I don't want to bother them with my silly issues. I feel like i'd be adding stress and tension to their day and nobody would be interested in listening. So I haven't sought help. I haven't even told my husband I feel this way. yet I suspect he knows but hasn't said anything.

so….  what is going on with me?  could this be depression?  what do I do?

Hi guys, thanks for your comments. I went to my GP but he did not believe i felt depressed because I wasnt in tears and on the surface appear to be a normal happy person. I tried to explain to him that its how i feel on the inside and to get through life I mask how I feel, otherwise I would not do anything. He said “if you were really depressed you wouldnt be able to hide it”. 
I disagree because tthey say depression is the silent killer amd half the time you would never know because the person hides it so well, yet on their own is the deepest struggle. 
So my challenge now is to find a GP who understands and believes me.
Ive also registered and been accepted into an online clinical study through macquarie uni so this may help me find some ways to manage day to day.
My husband is not supportive of me 

I've also followed the previous comments and agree with Grant's suggestion about finding a  GP who listens to you and agrees that gettinga  specialist diagnosis woud make sense. Psychologists have a available a number of psychological tests that can help identify the nature of your illness. For example, often depression is diagnosed yet when we do a psychological assessment the real issue is an anxiety disorder, and you're simply feeling “down” because of the high levels of agitation (even if this is just internal processing of events and circumstances around you).

For a diagnosis of depression, you need to meet 5 or more of the following criteria for most of the day nearly every day for at least 2 weeks:
1. depressed mood (observable to others as well as yourself)
2. marked loss of interest or pleasure in most almost all activities
3. significant weight loss without dieting
4. insomnia or hypersomnia (sleeping too much)
5. either agitation or retardation of physical activity
6. fatigue or loss of energy
7. feelings of worthlessness or guilt
8. difficulty thinking, concentrating, or making decisions
9. recurrent thoughts of death (or suicidal thinking)

 You could go through this list from the DSM-IV and if you tick enough boxes, take it with you to the GP and ask assertively for a referral to a psychologist, so you can then calim back the Medicare rebate.

If you don't tick enough of the boxes for a diagnosis of depression, there are other conditions that might be making you feel the way you do. For example, often people feel “depressed” after a series of significant changes in their lives (e.g. death of someone close, moving house, change of job, kids moving out of home etc). Think back over the past 5 years or so, and if there've been a few big changes, consider that you might be grieving. Or have you had a significant loss years earlier but never really “resolved” it? Does it keep playing on your mind, or are you trying to repress it rather that resolve it? Again, if you answered “yes” to these questions, talking about the issues confidentially with a psychologist would be the best way to move forward.